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I'd like to be called PAU or a rather cute nickname like PAUPAU. Been living in my world since 090290, that make's me 18. A Septemberian and a retro-baby. A nurse-to be from Far Eastern University. 3 major ♥s would be: PHOTOGRAPHY, MUSIC and LIFE. I'd like to think of myself as a world dominator wannabe, but doesn't everybody else think like that? MOAR rawr.




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    Revisiting Film Cameras.
    November 29, 2008
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    HANIMEX 35RF. Yes, these are the cameras you saw back then when you were a child of the 90s. It's one of the best things that ever happened since the boom of digital photography. It's called an analog camera, and I'm currently experimenting with my mom's camera. Back then I hated the thought of taking pictures without seeing the result. I remember owning one of these when I was a kid. Taking pictures would always annoy me. Some of the pictures I took back then were either underexposed or overexposed, expressions looked shitty and there was no such thing as delete and reshoot during the retro times. There's always the thought at the back of your head when you're waiting for your roll of film to be developed, "SHIT, some film developing person saw my craptastic ugly 'self-portraits' and my family tree. She's probably laughing at the pictures right now."

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    I owned one of these when I was a kid. My first camera, a gift from my Tita Rose from Germany. Back then I didn't know how much "regret" this camera could give me. I used to throw it around, maybe that's the reason why I used this camera only once. My parents didn't but me a roll of film again, 'cause they didn't support my "hobby" back then. "Kids aren't supposed to have photography as a hobby," I bet that's what my parents are thinking. I begged my mom to buy me a roll of film, but she never did. So instead I always imagined it had a film and I would roll the manual lever and click. The lever broke and then the camera became useless. And now, I saw THIS entry selling the same type of camera. The childhood memories started flooding my empty head. I'm planning on raiding my toy box from the past and look for the camera again. Maybe I could get it fixed, and I could enjoy the panoramic goodness of it!


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    THIS will be my new addiction. Well, a slight addiction maybe. A Holga Micro/Baby, a yellow one. I'm so excited to recieve the package tomorrow! I think I won't be able to focus on tomorrow's duty. I'm sure I'll be thinking about the package that's waiting for me at home!

    Anyway, I'm still learning to love my DSLR. It's been gathering dust there at the top compartment of my bookshelf. LAME OWNER, I know. But I've been forever confined in the 4 corners of this bedroom that the creativity in me started to diminish as days pass by. I don't have an inspiring creative environment. I have to make one soon instead of looking for inspiration. NURSING + PHOTOGRAPHY, whoever thought these two could mix?

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    DV stuff.
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    A little BLUE themed outfit I put up. All from DV mall (go figure what that means) :tongue: . YES, I'm a big thrift girl, I buy some of my outfits from you-know-where. The outfit consists of Blue wayfarers, Mint necklace, A camera shirt and blue checkered shorts, ALL FOR 440P. I bought the shorts and the shirt on separate dates. I was surprised when I got home and put the outift all together, BLUE! The shirt doesn't fit me right now, :sad: it's a bit small for me. I forgot that FREE-size shirts doesn't fit me. But the design of the shirt caught my attention! It's too cute to be missed. :lol: I should go on a strict diet, so I could finally wear that adorable :cute: shirt!


    Just a bigger view of the Mint necklace from the BLUE outfit. MYKA showed me the store where she got her popsicle necklace from. I wanted the same popsicle pendant but the other stocks looked dirty so I got this adorable mint pop necklace instead! :yay:

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    TWILIGHT!
    November 27, 2008
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    I didn't really catch the TWILIGHT fever when it suddenly boomed in the teen culture scene. All I knew about it back then was it was a lovestory about a vampire and a girl, I didn't know that it was a "sweet valley high-esque" love story :sweat: . YES I was curious, so I tried so hard to find the book and 6 months later, here I am empty handed. I stopped looking for the book now, hoping that later, people will forget about it and I will have the chance to actually see it displayed in the bookshelves of some bookstore. :rolleyes:

    At first I didn't care much about the "fad", but of course people would always get sucked in and give in to things. In this instance, I gave in to reading the damned story. I have read the book already. Well, not exactly the book but an eBook. Curiousity got the best of me so I gave in to reading the eBook instead. In fact I have the whole series in eBook copy. The story was ok. It did disappoint me because there was too much sappy stuff, but yeah, I forgot it belonged to the TEEN ROMANCE section in bookstores. :suspicious: I expected a story more on the Harry Potter level, more on the action and the wonders of being a vampire and the love story would just be secondary.

    Exactly, THIS is the point why I am writing an entry about TWILIGHT: I FINALLY WATCHED THE MOVIE with Divine, Leslie and Nicole plus Albert aka Tru, the same "lakwatsa" crowd minus Myka again. I went to the mall with 200 pesos in hand. Good thing I always bring the group fund with me. I know it's not for personal use, but what can I do? I was short on cash and my atm is pretty useless. I think it's ok to use it, just make sure I pay it back.

    HOW WAS THE MOVIE? I agree with whoever that says it's disappointing. There was too much CYAN for me. Though the way they introduced the characters were quite well especially Edward and the Cullens and how they sparkle under the sunlight. ♥ ♥ ♥ The blowing wind through Bella's hair scenes were cliche. Instead of being a very powerful and intimate scene, the meadow scene was too cheesy for my taste. I didn't like how the movie was too fast-paced, it could've been better if they inlcuded Alice's description on how to become a vampire. If I was a person who saw the movie first, I would be quite confused on the way how the background story built up. Though my favorite part of the movie was the Bella's Lullaby scene. I can't explain how it made me feel, but it was a very very good scene.

    Ok, so much for being a "fake movie critic". I liked the movie, but it could've been much better. I hope they make New Moon a better one. I'll sure be waiting for that one.

    GOSH, I couldn't believe I made a TWILIGHT post.

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    156, coffee and MRT
    November 25, 2008
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    Ang dami talagang nursing students ng FEU. We had our orientation this morning at Rizal Medical Center. A BIG hospital, a new environment for me. It's our (including MYKA and DIVINE) first time to have our duty in a public hospital. We were always exposed to private hospitals. Sanay na sa "kain-tulog" routine pag walang patients. Bagong eperience 'to, dagdag cases pa! :dance:

    Believe it or not, it was only my second time to ride MRT. :eek: My first time was when I was 9 with my tita and a few of my cousins. We went to Megamall to buy midnight snacks for our sleepover. Anyway, since our orientation was in Rizal we decided to munch at KFC Crossings. Rode the MRT to Cubao to transfer to LRT. It's true MRT is always crowded. Dyahe ang daming tao. Good thing we found a comfy, spacious spot. We arrived at Cubao then walked to Gateway. Humiwalay kami (Divine, Les and Nicole) sa group kasi we were itching to see if Twilight's already showing na. No disappoinments met, 'cause only our sheer curiosity brought about the thought of watching the film. Ayun, nauwi rin kami sa Starbucks. I got two stickers again! 12 more to go! We found a good spot and started talking about random things. Btw, it was Divine's first time at Starbucks. Nakakatuwa nga eh. She said she always hesitated entering the shop 'cause she didn't know what she'll do. :sweat: I recommended my all-time favorite Caramel Frapp and she loved it! YAY FOR HER! A FIRST TIMER! :yay:! Thank you for the sticker Divine! :biggrin: We were given free samples of Toffee Nut there. Nagulat na lang kami biglang nag-offer ng tray yung barista with four little cups of Toffe Nut Frapp. Parang nag-venti na rin ako nun, haha. I ordered Toffe Nut Frapp din kasi.

    Thank you DIVINE, LESLIE and NICOLE for an amazing afternoon. I knew more about the three of you and I hope we become very very good friends (Divine's an exemption syempre since we're already good friends :cute: ). Super tawa lang tayo! Too bad MYKA wasn't with us, I miss her already.
    Good Evening
    November 24, 2008
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    Last night I was doing this ^
    Tonight, I'm doing nothing.

    I finally decided to let go of my second hand 90's laptop which I've been forever in love with. It's resolution and the screen all in it's big square glory. I'm going to give it to my sister who will probably need it for.. things. The 9G memory will only be sufficient for music listening + word processing. BELIEVE ME. I'm not using it anymore 'cause it annoys the hell outta me. I'm going to have to reformat it before I give it to her. This will be my christmas gift to her.

    See, I was transferring my files to my USB while watching Pretty in Pink for the nth time. I caught the chickflick fever again last night while talking to Yvette. She was asking me for good movies to rent. Again, the best thing to recommend to girls are chickflicks. I always loved to see Duckie dance to Try a Little Tenderness. I heart him. 

     WHAT HAPPENED TODAY.
     Somebody went missing, and was found again tonight. I had that bad uneasy feeling again. I'm relieved now, but somewhat emotionally tired with what happened. 
     It rained. Hard. Then flood was everywhere again. After the rain, power was cut off. I had to fan myself while dressing for school so I won't sweat like a pig in a treadmill. 
     Finished with Module 1 for our eLearning class. I'm so proud of myself for making up to the lost time. 
     I AM HAPPY COMBUSTIBLE right now. I just checked my multiply. Two PMs, yay! One from Ms. Jennie Castillo regarding the Holga Baby order and Mixthreads saying they will have another batch of Shoot Mo Mukha Mo shirts!

    I have to sleep. I have to wake up really early for tomorrow's duty orientation. GAAH, Nursing.
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    'LO and  BEHOLD!
    My CHOCOLATE STRAWBERRY BAR has arrived from Germany,
    I AM SAVED!

    This, I tell you, is made of heaven. The mixture of sweet milk chocolate and sour strawberry yogurt. Tinitipid ko siya. I have another bar of another brand, I won't open it yet. So much for dieting. 

    Thank you Tita Rose!

    it's empty heads day again!
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    I never got around to posting long entries that make your eyes water while reading. Maybe it's the lack of interest in things, or maybe, again, because of LAZINESSmy consistent enemy since I started college. I badly want to go back to blogging freely and just let my hands type the splurting thoughts out of my brain, like the 13 year old blogger I was. I fearlessly wrote about anything that I could think of. From sucky days to boy crushes, and FAILING falling in love with two adorable boys and how much it hurt. I really didn't care about the numerous run-on sentences that ran on my 2 year blog. 

    Though, I now have an idea how I lost my interest in blogging. Circa 2006 and I was so active in blogging. I had this blog that was hosted by Diary-X which, by that time, I thought was the coolest blogsite around. It was my learning ground when it came to CSS, web designing, graphic designing and spontaenous writing. I was so addicted to it that everyday I tried to find ways how to beautify my layout. THEN CAME THE MOST HORRIBLE THING EVER. Diary-x's main server crashed, and everything but the domain was lost. The day I found out that the site crashed was one of the saddest days I've ever had in my life. 2 years worth of writing, memories, layout designs, typing and entries, ALL GONE. I still hoped that they would be able to bring DX to the way it was, but all hope was gone by the end of 2006. And that was when I lost interest in blogging. I got back to blogging in 2007 through LJ, but I wasn't able to maintain it. Then I became boring as hell. 

    The thought still makes me sad. How I wish I could go back and read all those entries and laugh at how naive and not-grammar-conscious I was. Those entries were very important. They were written at the peak of my teenage years. *sigh* I wish I could still read those entries.

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    home?
    November 22, 2008
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    I think I'm finally going to transfer here. 

    I've had my fair share of LJ, Tumblr and Xanga. It's about time I try Blogger. It's just that I can't rant endlessly in Tumblr without looking stupid. I feel that it's limited to artsy people (I wish I was one of them). I admit I sometimes write like a 9 year old with all the internet linggos, with what's cool and what's not.

    In here, I could be whoever I want to be. :)

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