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I'd like to be called PAU or a rather cute nickname like PAUPAU. Been living in my world since 090290, that make's me 18. A Septemberian and a retro-baby. A nurse-to be from Far Eastern University. 3 major ♥s would be: PHOTOGRAPHY, MUSIC and LIFE. I'd like to think of myself as a world dominator wannabe, but doesn't everybody else think like that? MOAR rawr.




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    Errr, Summer?
    March 20, 2009
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    Guess what? What? I ran out of things to write again. Okay, you know that thing that happens to everybody? "Blogger's-block-but-not-really-blogger's-block" syndrome. You have so many things you want to write about while you're doing something else, but when you face your laptop, the only thing you can do is stare at the blinking cursor of destiny. I think I've explained this "thing" for the nth time already. Though, my tumblr career is flourishing, or maybe not. But I usually hang out there to get inspiration from awesome people. You could spare me a visit and follow me. You may notice my unending love for rounded corners, amateur headers and my new found love for Cory Aquino's color, you what it is.

    Next thing to be pimped out is this blog's layout. It's a blast hearing from people that the layout looks nice and clean but it's getting a bit boring for me. I want to go all minimalistic again and drop the legendary yellow/blue combination. As it gets older, it gets uglier. So a new layout might welcome you the next time you visit.

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    Summer is here. Yay? Summer for me is usually boring. I'm left home alone with our housemaid who, by the way, I call Donya Inday for some undisclosed reasons. I'm left homealone to wallow on the fact that I'll be stuck here with basic commodities and no allowance money. It's just the second day of our pre-summer classes break and I'm already bored to death. But I am proud to say that I've been quite productive these past two days. I cleaned my room, clutter-free, ladies and gents. I've finally decided to print pictures and post it on my bedroom wall, thanks to Blutac and Poladroid.

    I have plans, of course, on how to spend the break. I'm still working on my list as of now but here are some snippets:

    Explore Binondo, Quiapo and other legendary spots in Manila on my own. It doesn't matter if I get lost as long as I know the right way. Quite confusing right?
    TRAVEL to the regions of the Philippines and witness the sunset and the sunrise in wonderful landscapes.
    SHOOT alone, with friends, with groups, with anyone. As long as I could do and enjoy what I love.
    I bought this 200peso notebook with blank white pages without knowing what I could use it for. I hope to fill it up with memories, quotes, doodles and pictures.
    Master the art of DOODLING. I suck at drawing, this could do.


    Happy Summer! :boogie:

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    Hop!
    March 17, 2009
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    Just a quick blog. School break will be the day after tomorrow. Let's rephrase that. Uni will end tomorrow and I'm so thrilled to tell you that! We will be having our comprehensive exams tomorrow for the completion of our curriculum. I haven't opened my notes. No it's not procrastination but the want to NOT study. Finally I'll be able to focus on everything but school.

    I promised myself: I sure will make myself productive during the summer break.

    PS. A poorly constructed entry, my thoughts are on summer mode already.


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    Profundity
    March 14, 2009
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    I've been loosing the motivation to do something exciting in my life. My 2009 start isn't a great one, these past 2 months aren't too much of an improvement. I guess this is the point where I'm going downhill and I'm ready to fall to the grave I dug myself.

    Lack of inspiration might be the reason why I'm feeling lethargic. I'm disappointed with myself because I'm becoming less productive as the days add on. I don't have the motivation to learn anymore. I always fail, and the problem with me is I give up easily. This where the "frustrated artist" title comes in. Doing your hobby is supposed to be FUN and you're not supposed to feel any pressure from it. But my strive to become "almost perfect" is robbing my sanity.

    I hope when summer comes I'll be able to sit still and think. At least think of ways on how to get rid of this "thing" I'm going through.


    PS. I got the title from JOHNINE's blog entry.



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    Wake Up Pauline
    March 7, 2009
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    Uni work is taking it's stall on me. I'm having a hard time coping up with what is being thrown at me. My personal life isn't doing too well also. This week is such a pain in the ass. We've had unit exams for 3 concepts, 2 delayed reporting, various numbers of quizzes, a very stressful health center duty (plus a toxic CI) and a project queued for viewing this coming Tuesday. Oh and the ever useless research panel interview. In other words, I'm hating my life right now.

    I'm tired physically and emotionally and my pessimism is towering over me again. I've had on and off fights with my ex-boyfriend-slash-special friend, I'm having a hard time figuring out myself. Personal and school issues got mixed up again. It's that time in a sem where everybody's working their asses off and I'm just here sitting and wondering what to do with my life.

    I need to renew myself and wake up from the sadness I'm submitting myself into.

    It's the revalida tomorrow and I need to study well. 10% is big enough to make me fail my course, especially right now that I'm not confident with my concept and RLE grades.


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