I never got around to posting long entries that make your eyes water while reading. Maybe it's the lack of interest in things, or maybe, again, because of
LAZINESS, my consistent enemy since I started college. I badly want to go back to blogging freely and just let my hands type the splurting thoughts out of my brain, like the 13 year old
blogger I was. I fearlessly wrote about anything that I could think of. From
sucky days to boy crushes, and
FAILING falling in love with two adorable boys and how much it hurt. I really didn't care about the numerous run-on sentences that ran on my 2 year blog.
Though, I now have an idea how I lost my interest in blogging. Circa 2006 and I was so active in blogging. I had this blog that was hosted by Diary-X which, by that time, I thought was the coolest blogsite around. It was my learning ground when it came to CSS, web designing, graphic designing and spontaenous writing. I was so addicted to it that everyday I tried to find ways how to beautify my layout. THEN CAME THE MOST HORRIBLE THING EVER. Diary-x's main server crashed, and everything but the domain was lost. The day I found out that the site crashed was one of the saddest days I've ever had in my life. 2 years worth of writing, memories, layout designs, typing and entries, ALL GONE. I still hoped that they would be able to bring DX to the way it was, but all hope was gone by the end of 2006. And that was when I lost interest in blogging. I got back to blogging in 2007 through LJ, but I wasn't able to maintain it. Then I became boring as hell.
The thought still makes me sad. How I wish I could go back and read all those entries and laugh at how naive and not-grammar-conscious I was. Those entries were very important. They were written at the peak of my teenage years. *sigh* I wish I could still read those entries.
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