I've been loosing the motivation to do something exciting in my life. My 2009 start isn't a great one, these past 2 months aren't too much of an improvement. I guess this is the point where I'm going downhill and I'm ready to fall to the grave I dug myself.
Lack of inspiration might be the reason why I'm feeling lethargic. I'm disappointed with myself because I'm becoming less productive as the days add on. I don't have the motivation to learn anymore. I always fail, and the problem with me is I give up easily. This where the
"frustrated artist" title comes in. Doing your hobby is supposed to be
FUN and you're not supposed to feel any pressure from it. But my strive to become
"almost perfect" is robbing my sanity.
I hope when summer comes I'll be able to sit still and think. At least think of ways on how to get rid of this "thing" I'm going through.
PS. I got the title from JOHNINE's blog entry.
Labels: PNDY
I've been loosing the motivation to do something exciting in my life. My 2009 start isn't a great one, these past 2 months aren't too much of an improvement. I guess this is the point where I'm going downhill and I'm ready to fall to the grave I dug myself.