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I'd like to be called PAU or a rather cute nickname like PAUPAU. Been living in my world since 090290, that make's me 18. A Septemberian and a retro-baby. A nurse-to be from Far Eastern University. 3 major ♥s would be: PHOTOGRAPHY, MUSIC and LIFE. I'd like to think of myself as a world dominator wannabe, but doesn't everybody else think like that? MOAR rawr.




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    Hop!
    March 17, 2009
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    Just a quick blog. School break will be the day after tomorrow. Let's rephrase that. Uni will end tomorrow and I'm so thrilled to tell you that! We will be having our comprehensive exams tomorrow for the completion of our curriculum. I haven't opened my notes. No it's not procrastination but the want to NOT study. Finally I'll be able to focus on everything but school.

    I promised myself: I sure will make myself productive during the summer break.

    PS. A poorly constructed entry, my thoughts are on summer mode already.


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    Wake Up Pauline
    March 7, 2009
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    Uni work is taking it's stall on me. I'm having a hard time coping up with what is being thrown at me. My personal life isn't doing too well also. This week is such a pain in the ass. We've had unit exams for 3 concepts, 2 delayed reporting, various numbers of quizzes, a very stressful health center duty (plus a toxic CI) and a project queued for viewing this coming Tuesday. Oh and the ever useless research panel interview. In other words, I'm hating my life right now.

    I'm tired physically and emotionally and my pessimism is towering over me again. I've had on and off fights with my ex-boyfriend-slash-special friend, I'm having a hard time figuring out myself. Personal and school issues got mixed up again. It's that time in a sem where everybody's working their asses off and I'm just here sitting and wondering what to do with my life.

    I need to renew myself and wake up from the sadness I'm submitting myself into.

    It's the revalida tomorrow and I need to study well. 10% is big enough to make me fail my course, especially right now that I'm not confident with my concept and RLE grades.


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    I hate schoolwork
    January 21, 2009
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    Rest is no longer a familiar word. It's my rest day today, but I still did a lot of running around the Blumentritt area. I pre-set my body for the activities today. I did everything on my to-do list for the first time in months. Yes, I'm happy, but damnit, I'm really tired.

    Tomorrow, augh, tomorrow I will go to school again for our 3-pm eLearning. I didn't attend the last 2 sesssions 'cause of laziness. I promised myself to attend the next class, so here I am forcing myself to go there. Oh, I just remembered I have a reason to go to school early, case presentation research time!

    I hate schoolwork.

    short post. bleh.

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    BREAK
    January 18, 2009
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    TAKE A REST! I've been telling myself that eversince the start of this week. I've never felt this stressed. School work took it's toll on me. Before the start of this week, I was quite badly ill. I had this weird reaction from some well-known drug I took for my cough. So allergies + colds + cough + crazy loads of school work = hell week. I still feel tired. I feel that I should sleep all day to make up for the sleeping hours I lost this week. I slept 3hours top everyday since Monday. *sigh* I'm still tired. To simply put it, I've officially lost my social life.

    My desktop PC/wrecked-monitor laptop bailed out on me last Tuesday. Mom's laptop needed to get back to work, so I was left with the "desktop PC/wrecked-monitor laptop". Since I can't live without any kind of technology in one day, I decided to take a peek, for the music and memories of course. I plugged in the AVR and BOOM! the AVR failed and the real PC monitor got busted. And that's the story how I don't have my own computer anymore. The laptop that served as "teh CPU" still works, but the monitor unfortunately rested in peace.

    I was on download spree last night. Since I can't access my files on the other laptop, I have to download some music that makes me feel "at home", if you know what I mean. I can't work with any music playing. It masks out the defeaning silence and makes me all hyped while working.

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    I don't know if I stil have any stories and pictures to show and tell you. It's just that so many things happened today, that I forgot the details about it. I can't even make a What I did today post 'cause yours truly has a memory capacity of a gold fish. Before writing this post, I felt as if I had so much to write and rant about but the usual happened. All was lost when I started tapping the keys.

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    Wednesday
    December 10, 2008
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    I'm just going to do a very quick post for the sake of updating this.:clap: I know no one read this, but whatever, I feel like sharing my day.

    I was equipped with tales from yesterday's trip to 168, the good and the ugly. The good, being the wonderful cheap things I found there. MYKA was obviously jelly.
    We had a new concept for NCM, Fluids and Electrolytes. I almost fell asleep after the break. Which reminds me, I should get adequate sleep as in right now.
    Good news! We didn't have Com Dev. AGAIN this day and tomorrow. Another problem, MYKA and I didn't know where we were going to spend our 4 hour break.
    So to make use of our super long 4 hour break, we went to Ever and NBS. I found the best gift I could possibly give my mother. Me thinks she will absolutely love it.
    Research was crap, no need to mention that.
    During the afternoon break, we bumped elbows with our other group members. GEL showed us a bottle of vodka that is made of heaven. A Cappucino Mudshake. YUM.
    Pharma was, so-so.
    My wallet has been raided again. I ate too much today. I paid for unecessary things. *sigh* I consider our treasurers robbers. LOL.


    I have two exams lined up for tomorrow. Two quizzes for NCM and a prelim exam for Pharma. I have to study, but I'm too sleepy! *sigh*

    and she wrote,

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